Hey,
I ask myself every time why you need me
and I guess love doesn’t ask why.
But I ask, why me?.
I know I’m not the best one you have met yet.
It’s difficult to love a person that is afraid to be loved.
I never met anyone like you.
You seem to want to hold me down
but all I do is push you away.
I look into your eyes and I see this river of affection
of which I’m scared that I may drown in.
You want to be the calmness to my raging storm
but I let you embrace me not.
For fear my cold defence will melt away,
then you see how soft I am.
I think of you more often.
I wonder what it’s like to be loved by you
if we met under a different circumstance.
I bet I would have been day dreaming
about you always.
My temperament and scars hold me captive.
My mind has me caged with fear
but my heart urges me on.
Maybe your love is what I need
but I can’t seem to let myself go.
In my thoughts,
I think you deserve a better person,
you are so precious and your heart is golden
and I feel I will ruin you if you stay longer.
Wish I could treat you better
and make you a home inside my heart.
Maybe I love you and I miss you more often.
I feel all these about you but I do it from a distance hoping someday might be that one day I finally give in.
By:Alphan|oktranking.com|Ghana